Preview Mode Links will not work in preview mode

Welcome! Be sure to scroll down & start at the beginning of the story (Prologue, Episode 1, Episode 2, etc.)

In 2017, Blue Babies Pink hit #1 on the iTunes "Religion/Spirituality" podcast chart and the top 50 of all podcasts worldwide.

To date, more than 1,300,000 episodes have been downloaded/streamed.


You can access the BBP Audio Story on this page or in the following podcast apps: itunes, PlayerFM, Stitcher, Podbean, or Overcast

And if you haven't been to to see the each episode's photo set, be sure to check it out now


Better than Serial! ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ — By Spoppins — Mar 8, 2017

I did not think a podcast could ever top Serial. But Blue Babies Pink did. I binge-listened to all 44 episodes in two days. I laughed out loud and ugly cried. Who would I recommend this to? Everyone. Pastors, parents, people struggling with depression, straight people, gay people... I do not think anyone could listen to this and not be moved. B.T.'s transparency and gut wrenching honesty draw you and and leaving you wanting more. Hopefully, there will be a second season!


Incredible ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ — By joybell833 — Mar 7, 2017

Regardless of your background or belief system, this is a needed listen. His heart for both the evangelical and LGBTQ communities is unique and refreshing. So incredibly timely. 


Powerful story ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ — By krista_kay — Mar 9, 2017

Anyone born in the early 80s in an evangelical Christian family will feel right at home with this podcast and B.T. will feel like an old friend. B.T.'s story kept a smile on my face and tears in my eyes. His story is not just about a Christian dealing with his sexuality, but also about fear and shame. So whether your story mirrors Brett's or if you deal with other sources of shame or fear (from abuse, addiction, family secrets, etc.) you will find a friend in B.T. and he will speak truth that will help you break free.

⬇️ Remember to scroll down and begin with the Prologue ⬇️

Feb 3, 2017

"Closets are dark, and when the gay child—or in my case, young professional—decides to stuff his soul in there, it has a warping effect.

It forces you deeper inside yourself. You become a mapless soul in a haunted maze, and you lose your bearings on who you really are. You begin to furiously reshuffle your inner...

Feb 3, 2017

Brett hears a friend say something about gay people he will never forget...

Feb 3, 2017

"Deep inside every workaholic man is a little boy who never felt big enough, strong enough, worthy enough. And that little boy can be very loud. He reminds the man of his lacking, of his lessness. Work is very noisy in the soul, so the workaholic uses that noise to drown out the little boy. Obsessive work can't deliver...

Feb 3, 2017

"A lot of my friends got married in their mid-20s.

And I began to notice a trend: When friends would get married, you wouldn't hear from them much anymore.

This was new to me, because, before that, friends had always been portable. I could collect friends in elementary school and take them with me to middle school. I...

Feb 3, 2017

"Yet while I was praying against it, I was simultaneously denying that same-sex attraction was a thing in my life. 

Back then, I denied that same-sex attraction was an intrinsic part of me.

If anything, it was a clinger, a hanger-on, an invader, a tumor, a trespasser, a most unwelcome guest.

It's like the 1986 movie...