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Welcome! Be sure to scroll down & start at the beginning of the story (Prologue, Episode 1, Episode 2, etc.)

In 2017, Blue Babies Pink hit #1 on the iTunes "Religion/Spirituality" podcast chart and the top 50 of all podcasts worldwide.

To date, more than 1,300,000 episodes have been downloaded/streamed.


You can access the BBP Audio Story on this page or in the following podcast apps: itunes, PlayerFM, Stitcher, Podbean, or Overcast

And if you haven't been to to see the each episode's photo set, be sure to check it out now


Better than Serial! ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ — By Spoppins — Mar 8, 2017

I did not think a podcast could ever top Serial. But Blue Babies Pink did. I binge-listened to all 44 episodes in two days. I laughed out loud and ugly cried. Who would I recommend this to? Everyone. Pastors, parents, people struggling with depression, straight people, gay people... I do not think anyone could listen to this and not be moved. B.T.'s transparency and gut wrenching honesty draw you and and leaving you wanting more. Hopefully, there will be a second season!


Incredible ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ — By joybell833 — Mar 7, 2017

Regardless of your background or belief system, this is a needed listen. His heart for both the evangelical and LGBTQ communities is unique and refreshing. So incredibly timely. 


Powerful story ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ — By krista_kay — Mar 9, 2017

Anyone born in the early 80s in an evangelical Christian family will feel right at home with this podcast and B.T. will feel like an old friend. B.T.'s story kept a smile on my face and tears in my eyes. His story is not just about a Christian dealing with his sexuality, but also about fear and shame. So whether your story mirrors Brett's or if you deal with other sources of shame or fear (from abuse, addiction, family secrets, etc.) you will find a friend in B.T. and he will speak truth that will help you break free.

⬇️ Remember to scroll down and begin with the Prologue ⬇️

Feb 2, 2017

"One of the lesser known burdens of being gay is that you live a lot of your life in your head. At a young age, you start having little conversations with yourself. And you keep having them—over and over and over again. And the conversations evolve . . . they intensify. They're all about how you got this way, and what went wrong, and what if so-and-so finds out, and what if _________ or _________ or _________ happens. These conversations are led by fear, fueled by self-doubt, and they all end with the same urgent warning echoing around in my skull: "TELL NO ONE.” A beautiful world spins around us—wild with life—pulsating with the beats of festival-joy, and here we are, staring at a cracked mirror hung crooked on the concrete walls of our minds. And this constant internal chatter, this constantly bubbling brain babble is never-ending . . .It's time-consuming, stressful, exhausting. It's a unique prison. It's an on-ramp to narcissism. It's like a starving man diving into a feast and then discovering it's his own soul he's eating..."